疯掉

It's kinda headache ..
Rumors is fine with me but ... Hahaa doubting ..
Why recently i am so close with those Guy that is totally not available , HUH ?! WTF ! 
I like you but this is not the storyline that i supposed to be in with ..
Yeah .. God ! Getting awesome here ... what a journey to learn :)


Ah Pan ... Where are you ?! Let's chit chat !  >"<

Getting delay

Hey sorry everyone for the delay ! 
Superb one 0.o


After CNY , i was really busy with worked till funny rumors keep on coming out such as i have so called relationship with drivers .. ? HUH ridiculous , i guess 0.o'


Well , 4th of March , my grandma passed away on Sunday , It was so sudden ! At that time , i was having a tea break with Din after receiving this news , my tears started to drop so conclusion Din asked me to go back to the car .. so i can have place to chill without a lot of people stared at me , Poor Din ... i guessed some people actually thought that he bullied me .. aww i liked him :) thanks for the helped Din ! ( well , he's not even in blogger ) Haha ! I did tell Din , glad he was with me at that time because kinda crazy day , after done with the tears and then continue work like crazy lady , NOT COOL BUT ENJOYED :D


Took myself a few days off so can clear my mind off and went back to attend my ah ma's funeral , rest in peace grandma :)


After i came back , rumors continues ! Tiring or what ?
Some more , there's a junior kid i like .. my friends thought he's gay ?! oh WTF ! 
At that time my mind was totally what in the world its happening to all those good looking guy ?! Huh .. Shock ! Surprised ! Freak out alright ! Well ... Then something crap happened that day .. well .. conclusion was he's still him :)


Rumors between Din and I .. havent end . Ugh ! 

The day before CNY

It's been a while i didnt update my facebook ! Waa .. Super duper sorry :P

Happy Chinese New Year everyone :D i wonder how's your holiday ? About mine , haha busy working as a Tourist Guide ? Huh ?! Haha .. yes it was :) i had been working for 8 or 9 days before CNY started . Multitasking alright .. Get myself tan a again :D

Before CNY , i went back to KL for 9 days .. At least spent some time with Ah ma and cousins of mine , and doggy also :D . Plus , i had a chance to hang out with Ah Pan ! :) Gladly ! because i know when i came back Sabah , i might end up working , instead of having day off with friends . This year is so different , people having holiday and i am working LOL ! I can said that i was so tiring but i enjoyed it :D

The Funny part was , i was holding banner and waited the guests to come out from terminal and when the guests came out , she asked me : are you Korean ? I was like 0.o hmm ? me ? Haha No :D inside my heart i was happy LOL jumping around :P

 This is Ah Pan , my bestie :D

This is Inai or you can say Henna .. I went to Mari-Mari Cultural Village , again ! 

Yeah ! i was hoping to have this again , Inai Haha Happy ! Happy Me ! 

Then , my guest asked me , how come yours is prettier than mine ?

I was like 0.o oh crap .. i directly change topic and asked her to go front seat hahaha ! 

Just to let you know , i love Inai :)

New days always come

Count down from the first day till now .. Mostly people do that :) i guess
Christmas already past and a new year come , the biggest failure is .. i haven't even loss any weight ! Ugh ! Haha .. That's it ! New Year , New inspiration again ? :) Yes i am ! Weee 

The funny thing was , i was watching "the crazy thing called love" , its a Thailand movie :)

It's kinda silly but maybe it might work ? For me to loss weight :P

This year so many things happen , but really think about it .. kinda forgot ? Hahahaaa seriously i am not joking .. But i guess , neat year will be more challenging :) GET A FIT LIFESTYLE ! i think this will be first one to think about :D Seriously !? :(

Life is getting interesting here , talk about guys .... Hahahahahaha i have no idea what had happened to me ="= describe as in tiring ? enjoying ? insulting ? loving ? caring ? Haha .. still searching and try to enjoy :)

This year Christmas i didn't receive any present but i did get a present that was gathered with family and enjoy durian time together :) The moment of being together with family . I bet you are better than mine . Right :D

Since today is 31st of December 2011 , Think about what you achieved this whole year , what have you did .. Haha same here ... the thing i achieved was i gained weight ? WTH ! Another thing is .. i just finished my LNG course as in Licensed Nature Guide Course , Whao ... seriously i never think of getting one and yes now i am waiting for the result and the small little card with my picture on it , identity card for guide . That will be my next year life :) Thinking about swimming but firstly get myself a swimming suit .. ugh ! 烦 ! And an easy one , cycling .. Or even do seat up ... So i can a fit life and even a proper meal ! :D

and now how to dress myself properly .. since this year , i always consider myself as in dinosaur haha ...

Suddenly dont know what to say .. Have a nice blessed wonderful new year everyone ! Take care and stay amazing people :D

It's getting near

Oh my Goodness !!!
Its getting near , Christmas is coming 0.o To think about it what happened this whole year , and all i can think of is .. oh i am still that chubby ?! Kinda sad to type it out here .. Oh well . .  Next year again ! And again , yeah kinda plan to go for a Mount hiking , Mountain Kinabalu ! Here comes the exercise :P i did thou . . i can say i am not a good runner ! ="= Wish me all the best LOL ! 


How i wish ..
To get a nice camera 
To get a nice Nike sport shoe
To get a nice cellphone 
To be a better sense of humor person :D
To get a nice body ? if i work it out ="= Tsk tsk tsk..


Haha .. all i can say "i wish" :) Don't worry .. i am not gonna raise my hand out and say : mummy daddy i want these ? LOL ..


i am waiting for next year :) so i can get an official job :D and earn my own money again ! haha ! i wish ! Just so you know :) i am waiting my Tour Guide license to come out , and i hope that i will be a awesome marks because i dont want a boohoo result ="= especially nearly Xmas day :T If i fail , my goodness .. i just better go for DJ or a study vocal . What the heck , so money to dump 0.o i dont want that (T.T)


I had been busy for a while and to think back , maybe because if Halloween night and Exam fever last week .. Time Flies ! Semester 7 coming soon , that will be my internship :) Just because of all these , i almost been away from those fashion life style i always stalk LOL , my pet - guppies and recently i didnt go for a jog :( Crap . . But dont worry i will come back again , very soon ! So that's why , now i am starting to stalk fashion lifestyle  people's again .. this wonderland of mine never end :)


About the fashion lifestyle that i stalk .. Haha i am still me , a dinosaur LOL :D


I wonder how is Miss ANNIE doing :) Hope she's having a nice winter day ! 


Recently , i was driving around .. i have heard a song .
The singer is Christina Perri ,  i can say that i am not really a huge fan of her but one of her song " A Thousand Years " is Amazing ! Thumb's up for this song :)

Dear ..

Dear friend or so call bestie ,
sometimes i dont know what situation are u in or what you're facing , but i hope you will be fine and i will be here for you , gladly God created human , and for human , they are smart enough to create such technology , mobile = handphone = cellphone .. Haha ! Text me up , and sorry for being MIA for these few days (o.o) because my phone still on barred mode ~

You mention about car .. If my car can fly , i will let u in my car and do it again the same thing you did to my car . LOL ! and i will be a sincere driver friend of yours :)

Well , when will be your turn ? :P or even mine ?

miss you ^^

huh

This is not what i expected . Firstly , i thought that its kinda cute and funny when i know that the junior likes me for quite some times , around 2 semester ago . Recently , i heard more than one info about he likes me , 3 of girls told me and asked me the same question , do i like him ? what you feel ? will you like him ? After seeing him ,what did you feel ? what is this ?! i can still keep this as like " i dont know anything" . i can handle some of it but recently just because he's getting to be nice or close to me , i try to reject in a good way because i dont have the feeling of liking him and i dont wanna hurt him also FOR THE SAKE OF GOD !  WHAT IS THIS ? The burden is getting heavier after i heard one of the girl told me more about him , feeling gloomy because he scare he might lose me ? what is this :( Then this girl asked me again , do you like him ? ALL I CAN SAY , PLEASE STOP ASKING ME ..

I really wish i can have my bestie here , to drive me around like nobody business :)

If really wanna talk about it , i can say , he's a good guy , last time my friends asked me "if" he likes you and now , FOR THE SAKE OF GOD ! he do really likes me :T for what i know , he likes me since 2 semesters ago. Now i keep on wondering , what does he like about me ? Its like having a dramatic scene here =.= i hate this .. But i wanna say i dont hate him , the junior , i just dislike ppl keep on asking me the same thing . Just because of i wanna graduate soon , so these kind of questions ask by these 3 girls. After knowing all these, i still keep this emotion in me and dont wanna show it out .. so everything will be smooth and stupid thing was, i didnt expect i just hurt him ? and funny thing was, i feel guilty ?! WTHeck   is this ? The reason that why he upset , i already knew , its kinda sweet for what he did , although its kinda clumsy too ? Well . . totally no comment about it . F ! hmph ! Ugh ! Trying to be okay and scare to hurt ppl . End up , like i am the one in INSANE mode soon .  

This is not what i want but i dont want to hurt him too :T

stupid burden , kinda tiring . 

I hope i can find a good answer :) Let's go with the flow , Shall I ? :)

Notice

Notice . I've heard it "Notice me" by David Archuleta haha ! Amazingly i like it :)
Well , i have no idea why i wanna update this . There's one time , i was in boring mode , until i texted my friend ~ The funny part was he said It's kinda stupid to fall in love with a kid . Haha ! This kid is super duper adorable :) i like this kid a lot LOL . Hmm .. quite some times i didnt see him , kinda miss him :T


Oh anyway , another guy haha ! 
Recently my college , we had organize an event named KCC GOT TALENT , it's also like a Halloween party :) So i dressed like a witch but a young witch LOL . I didnt notice or observed about one thing , my junior , during that night , i was in charge of leading the guest to their seats , while waiting the guest to arrive .. My junior suddenly looked at me and said , you're pretty [ hmm... Unexpected SHY ] >"< Whao . . Then i looked at him and said thank you :) It was kinda busy day . After everything done with the event , suddenly i think back about what he(junior) said , hmm.... kinda UNEXPECTED HUH 0.o 
About this junior of mine , it's my first time same semester with juniors although we can normally met in corridor or have lunch break together , and the girls(juniors as well) they like to play with him and i can say , it's noisy ="= and super loud ! huh.. me myself ~ either take a nap or just sit there look at them go insane 0.o crazy juniors .. he also can be insane with the girls but not for me :D GLADLY ! Suddenly a crazy guy like him can suddenly told me that i'm pretty 0.o it's a surprised . 


Talked about last week , my lecturer suddenly said that she missed my fringe and i said i think i'm gonna cut it or just leave it haha ! Then she said , some of us miss your fringe and its look good on you too . Then i asked who's us that you said ? and she also said .. he likes it because its kinda cute 0.0'' [ crap ] Then i asked , who's that ?! She just said , try you observe yourself . . Ugh i'm getting lazy to do so ~do i need to observe or notice 0.o


Then this evening , suddenly my friends talked about this him[junior] , yeah he actually like one of the girl .. but only some of them know about it , the girl name start with "S" and she's from KCC too . i was driving at that time and i suddenly STUNNED 0.o huh ..


what do you think ? Haha .. it freaks me out , again , then my friends said no wonder why you suddenly gone quiet in the car LOL ! Then they started with the topic : If he's really like you , how will you think of him ? OMG ! i never think of it ="=


Haha what do you think ? oh well . . This topic ends here :)

Surrounding by You

First of all , i am not sure whether my grammar correct or not . Haha !
Since my previous posted about my october :) Just to let you know , i skipped cell group for quite sometimes :D SHAMEONME ! Yeap , some people did ask me , where have you been ? -TOING ~ i'm sorry for being missing in action >"<


Few years ago , i was just a normal person went to church and see those people standing on the stage and worshiped . I was amazed by those people that i surrounded by and dramatic tears of mine started to drop down . Touching Huh o.o , for me i never think of going up to the stage with those people up there . It just happened last year , i had the chance to go up to the stage with brothers and sisters :) From that stage , i can see all the faces that i wasnt familiar with , it was so awkward for me :T myself . LOL ! Many months i was standing there , so i started to get use to it . Early morning i was surrounding with worship leader , musicians and vocalists , i looked at them[brothers and sisters in church] , some with sleepy faces :D , sometimes i just smiled :) it's kinda funny to see thou [ if you want to feel it too , try stand at the stage of your church ] hahaha ! Then you know what i mean here :) Its kinda make my day brighter xD


I open my ears to listen to all the melodies that sing out by to brothers and sisters. It's kinda wonderful when you listen and i can see familiar faces with a bright smile when they come in and with the wave of their hand  , I LIKE ! I never thought that i'm gonna stand on the stage for more than a year 0.o - toing - 


Bla Bla Bla ~
Just because of my LNG course , quite sometimes i didnt go back to church ~ and then back to vocalist life again . Back to the normal life in church again . Huh..
But this morning its different :) i wasnt stand on the stage , the feeling is back to few years ago , i was sitting the normal seat that i usually do with my family , look at the stage surrounded with peoples again . In them , i can hear their voices , the melodies and the harmonies . I am so glad to stand back the way i normally do and i am honor to stand on the stage . Although its different position but gladly i am still surrounding by you :)


Here's the hillsong :)

My October

It's been a while i opened my blog here and i had realized that it was more than a month i didnt open it ! Haha ! shame on me . Well , today's topic is My October , yeah it's been a while and recently i was so busy with new things or can say new journey for me as a trainee , huh . Below , there's some photos of me of course haha ! Well , like i said i dont own camera and so i copied from my friend :D Gladly have facebook network :) okay , let's start . 3 weeks ago or nearly 4 weeks ago , i was in a course , LNG course , Licensed Nature Guide course , almost 2 weeks of studies and 1 week for practical at Sabah Tea , one whole week , drank either Tea or Milk Tea . Fresh alright ! and i super duper liked it :) not only that , i even forgot to bring my purse ? wallet with me hahaha and gladly i didnt even need them ! So we were staying at long house for a week and enjoyed the scenery of Mt.Kinabalu as well ! Amazing :)

huh , i didnt remember much about this photo haha but i liked it !

If i not mistaken , i was waiting my turn examiner to come .. or maybe not :D 

About this one , my friend took a photo of me , i was sleeping at that time . i like my cap , stich & Ray Ban :) 

 Again , Rebecca is her name and Happy Chubby Square Face me :)

After i done with my course month , i went back to college for test , crap ="= i hope i will pass my test since i was using mostly common sense answer :D haha ! It was of the 4th week after the LNG course , a bit tiring but i can still go on :) After that . . i was having my high tea with friends of mine , while i was having it , suddenly Rebecca[ the girl with the Doraemon T shirt ] called me that i had my first duty 0.0 WHATTHEHECK .. i couldnt believed it . haha ! So , it was so new and i felt damn exciting ! skip the nervous situation LOL ! My friend asked me whether they're good looking or not , haha ! crazy == yes they are good looking alright LOL and with the good heart :) Yeah , my duty was bringing the Navies to Mount Hiking , WOOHOO ! Amazing ! 

i was trying to avoid but end up i was still here in the picture LOL , anyway the nice man there , his name is George Zimmerman  :) Thanks to him ! i managed to find the other navies :D

Lastly , What a classic picture haha ! Mt.Kinabalu :)

Actually the navies that i guided , they are US Navy ! Super awesome :)
End up i learn something from them , " what's up"

Smart Me

Smart me LOL 
Today's topic funny thou ! i'm thinking to put smart ass but thinking of being rude here =.= ridiculous ~ i wonder how's everyone doing ? Hope you all doing great :)
I'm having a semester break here , a week , to think of it , its kinda short holiday for me LOL because nothing to do much :T Sometimes just feel free to surf around fashion blog , such as miss annie :D blog and others . . Very smart ! i like it very much . . To tell you the truth i don't have a very good sense in fashion but i'm good at in sense of humor haha ! If talk about my life style , sometimes a bit boyish and sometimes very girly 0.o , skip the girly part haha ! Recently i wear jeans and simple T shirt as my daily out-fit [ The beautiful sun is too sexy to shine ] Ugh.. Haha and My Ray Ban ! Wee ! i finally had my own Ray Ban ! :D Super Duper Happy ! Seriously ! Plus it all together like i'm in beach side . . haha ! 


Recently i've meet a Korean friend , its kinda happy to hang around with "him" :D [ there's a but ]  BUT am i too baby face =.= ? my age is start with chapther 2 but adults always mistaken with my age , they normally say : Are you 17 ? huh o.o''' or just finish SPM huh 0.o''' Kinda Funny to hear these conversation . Do you ever have this kind of situation happen before ? Hehe..


Last night , i was hanging out with my friends and i didn't realize my friend would said that , i'm a smart person ! huh ?! haha. .  Kinda Funny , maybe because of hang around with Korean friend ? She said i'm kinda smart as in meeting people also very smart LOL . Then i said " so do you feel smart to hang out with me" Then she said " yes"  - sudden pause - Hahaha thank you ! Actually i never think that i'm smart because i am not , but thank you for saying that ! it makes me fly for few seconds LOL , i am just joking ! Well , i don't have a pretty face to show someone i'm smart , but for what i know , i told my friend that , smart is come out from you , it glows out from the inside :)


Hahahahaha ! i couldn't believed it ! Someone just said i'm smart HUH ! Happy ! 
But there's a huge condition that i need to face , i'm still chubby =.= ugh... need to find solution here . Haha ! cheers chubby ! 


For your information , start next week 19th of Sept , i'm gonna start my tour guide course. Amazingly , i can't wait ! This week is a slow down week , and coming week . . will be a brand new life style ! Haha super tan here i come :D 

Without title

I have no idea what to think this title for now , so no title will be nice haha !
Hmm.. Recently i met some new friends and it was a nice time being with them as well . One thing that i didnt realized is , whenever i go , i bumped up with friends haha ! Kinda small city eh ? i dont know..

Because my friend told me so , why whenever you go , you just couldnt stop say hi ? haha . .
Yeah . . Just a luck maybe ? [ getting myself in a low profile , again ] :T

Meet some new friends is the best part of my life , recently i hang out with a Korean Friend name Rino :) Glad to know Rino alright ! Haha " i'm gonna learn extra korean lesson frm Rino as well" Happy !

Although we've met in not really long time ? But i glad our conversation are/were super duper fantastic ^-^
and i wish it wont be past tense , i'm going to look forward on future conversation as well LOL . Hope it works !

haha brain's going blank . end here .

Jeng Jeng Jeng

The moment of wanting to update my blog , my friend just called me to go out now . Great ! 

Stay tune.

Aww

Lately .. i am also having a kind of feeling that missing someone again ? huh . . am i changing a new t shirt ? LOL i dont know .

Well , listened to my friend through phone and text , i feel like wanna give him a hug :) but thanks for letting me a chance to be your bestie job . Seriously , i dont really know how to comfort you . The words that i only can say is , i cannot be your tear but i can be your handkerchief :) i hope that you can find your answer soon .

Back to mine , although i have the heart to see adorable guys but still . . i miss the most is only one , haha , i am a gemini LOL but i am sincere too .. another new wall again eh ? i dont know , because i cant really communicate well with him because he's not really good in communicate with me , plus he's shy >"< Aint that adorable ?! LOL i know i'm silly . Although we cant really chat well , but just 3 simple words just touch me , he just said "i miss you" . Aww ! Adorable . Sweet :)

Our conversation was kinda simple .

Since that he's shy .

So i just asked him then , if i stand in front of him , will you say it directly to me ?

and Yes was the answer i've got . lovely :)

Haha , when will it ends again . LOL

2nd week of July

Quite some time i didnt update my blog !

Super duper sorry !

After the trip to Kudat [ JPO ]

Then another week again , i went to Mantanani Island again . Amazing eh ? What a fate with the sun alright . One word to say , TAN ! Last year , we went this island was on November . For this time , we visited the island on July , the weather wasnt really nice thou :T pity . Raining cats and dogs ="= During night time , not much of the stars :(

Gladly i managed to go snorkeling haha " everyday i snorkeling" LOL !

Not much to say but i miss the first time we went , not the 2nd time :T

i was enjoying drinking my Cola while waiting the rained to stop

Look at the posted. This is funny alright .

Course mates

Evonne and I

What and ART haha !

好心情

Hello Everyone ! Haha ! i'm really in a good mood and end up i bought myself two black butterfly moor :D Babies ! Super duper adorable ! haha ! Anyway , recently i drive around city and i heard a nice song again c: So share again ..

For me , kinda nice thou :) hope you like it ! And for now i need to know where can i download this song !

Have a nice day :)

Hello to me

How come its hello to me as a title ? I think its because of this simple adorable human love just passed again. i can say that i do have this feeling of sadness just right inside my heart , feel like wanna cry out thou , but i tell myself i'll be fine because i live with it . This is human's life , part of growing . Gladly i shared out the feeling already so i can recover my wound . I cross the line but i step back for not hurting deep , i will just maintain a sister to like you . What a smart ass , aint i ? Haha . . i'm fine :)

Today class , it wasn't a nice class to me , gloomy atmosphere around me . WTF ="=

I wonder why ? still . . i didnt burst out my messy feeling during that time because i'm learning something here :) something that can make me strong . So i can be a strong lady ! i mean strong dinosaur . Ha ha ! Okay , end with the gloomy and hello to me again !

Last night , i went to sing k with course mates . Then one of my friend's sister asked for these and end up , i sang with her . Haha ! amazingly ! we sang wonderfully ! :)

What do you think ? S Club 7 .. Aint that cool enough to remember ! :) i hope you do

I like you

Time passes so fast , haha ! It less than a week and you're going back to the place you belong to :) Back to the place that are you are familiar with , not here , friends that you are normally hang out with and a new environment of high school , the place that is a home to you . Sometimes , i cannot believe my eyes that i might like you , the day i actually know you was around April and now almost end of June . Haha . . what a short period and i eventually like you . Imagining myself slap on my cheek . Funny c:

As a so called sister , glad to teach you something that is right or wrong in some situation . Quite funny that i never expect that i would teach you English and Life-Style habits of yours :)

Although i am staying firm but i still like you , amazing right ? Haha..

Sometimes i can still feel the heart beat when i see you [ shy ] LOL

How long will it stay like this , i dont know .. because like i already said "these is life" , we live with it . Since i'm human , i will remember you as a brother and a friend :) or a little dude that i never expect that i will fell in "like" with you ~ hehe . . Well , "love" is a huge word for me . i dont normally use that c:

A bit sad that less than a week and you're going back :T but no matter what , true friends , they will keep in touch :) and i believe that . Right ? c:

until now , i still like you :)

Officially

Haha ! Today ! i am officially 23 years old , haha God . . I'm old ? No . . Mostly everyone said that right ? Gladly i am still here , being me , wearing pants & skirt , haha ! Thinking the day that is today , my mother gave birth because of me . Amazing ! I am 23 years old already , time flies . .

Thinking back of holding mummy and daddy's hand . The First word you spoke , the first step you rolling around and walk , even cried some more , haha ! So many first that out parents had seen , and now here i am , updating my blog to say thank you mother !

Because of you , i am here . Although i am 23 , i'm not a very smart , intelligent and skillful person but i am still learning and growing to be a better child :) Happy Birthday to mother ! and to me :)

- have a nice blessed birthday to both of us - love you mum :)

Movie Twice !

Seriously ! It is not a joke ! Haha ! i watched pirates of the Caribbean two times ! Yeah !

Do you think i'm nuts ? haha hopefully not because i really love the movie especially the mermaid named Syrena . She's just perfect to be a mermaid inside c: [ happy ] . I had goose bumped when the soundtrack started playing along with the movie ! Amazing !

Well , i came back again , search for the pictures of the mermaid , Syrena ~ Again ! xD