sweet or awkward

To feel that something kinda sweet or awkward toward this kind of situation ?Kinda odd thing happened few days ago ,during that time i was early to reach college , so i can get a nice parking spot around the college , i went to a small restaurant or a cafe shop name Blue Ginger for a breakfast half boiled egg + ham & cheese sandwich as breakfast :D YUMMY !
I was sitting alone [ i'm use to it ] i was listening to my cellphone[ the song player ] ( i don't know how to say or pronounce that as mp3 ? ) i was so enjoyed that i didn't really care who sitting beside me XD haha ! but i did look around those people while i was eating because the blue ginger not that big , so , it is easy to move around with my head , left right front , haha ! During that time , there were 2 guys sitting next table beside me , one with the gold hair and one with the cap . . They finished their own breakfast , the gold hair guy paid the bill and went out to wait his friend[the one with the cap] , i was looking at the cap guy playing around with his tissue 0.o i didn't really get it . . so i continue listening to my cellphone. When the cap guy went out , he was looking at me for few second, i think ? but i just look at him 1 sec ? because i was looking around anyway .. nothing much i did that time , beside listening music , others i didn't care much . So , the cap guy walked away with his gold hair friend.When i took off my ear-phone , the worker told me the guy just made something for you and another girl that i know also work there and she said the same thing , 那个男生，他做给你的 . . at that time i was half blur and look at the thing on the straw , the something that i describe was a rose that made of tissue [ i said the cap guy playing with the tissue , end up a tissue rose 0.o ]
Awesome alright . . handmade thingy was amazing ! he tied it up on the straw :) adorable
Whether the worker or my friend were really telling the truth or not because i don't even know the guy 0.o and sometimes people just made for fun . . The things was , its cute anyway haha . . am i touched because of that ? hmm . . i don't know whether this call sweet or awkward because i don't really know this guy 0.0 somemore . . we are just same college . . Plus , i don't remember the guys faces anymore hahaha !

it was sweet but awkward 0.o

wanna guess where's the tissue rose gone to ? :) for your information i didn't KEEP it
HAHA ! the worker from the cafe already clean it up :D ! the worker just said then the next few minutes already gone XD

i didn't take the picture at that time , i just find a sample and it looks alike :D

if its for you , what will you think about this .. curios alright
for me , YES , awkward plus with the sweetness ="=

2 pieces of craps

Wondering around " Wisma " with friend of mine during morning , i think . Guess what , some bitched never end showing up with the ass face and rude words , like i said some human they never know what is customer service , huh !? There is a ass face female person , during that time we were searching clothes and my friend was talking to me then suddenly this Auntie talked with us like " what can i do for you " in a harsh way . . WHAT THE CRAP FACE SHE HAD WHEN SHE TALKED TO US LIKE THAT . Anyway , next place , some random worker in one of the shop asked my friend , are you a muslim ? my friend said no ~ and the rude way was the worker said because you look like a muslim ? huh?! WTF was that ? pity my friend ><' for sure i don't like this feeling . . hmm =.=

what a crap that bumped up with these 2 pieces of crap 0.0
-and i started to sound like my friend- everyday seafood- CRAP

I am addicted with..

Kinda bored or suddenly feel like i wanna update more silly words of mine here haha :D
Recently , i am addicted with kitties that i couldn't hardly wait SERIOUSLY count downing the time here :S
of course not only just one thing i addicted too . . last few days my internet went dead again , so , i was just surfing around my stuff around my notebook , listen to the songs that i had downloaded for more than a year or just 6 months plus , i think ? Yeah , the coolest thing was some songs that still quite nice like before , i mean the feeling that never end :) get what i mean ? hope you do aha ~ what am i listening to ? SAMANTHA JADE - STEP UP , yeah and i put it back to my cellphone and switch it to ring-tone as well :D SUCH MEMORY , i said before , i wanna learn dance like Brianna Evigan ! Yeah, that will never happen ! hahah its like a silly dream of mine :D haha ! let's wait and see . . before that happen , i need to check on my weight man 0.o cause flappy like me . . it makes me freaky 0.0 ALL THE BEST TO ME ="=
Yeap , i was digging all the music here and all i wanna listen now is step up's COOL song :) some friend of mine quite surprised that i listen to this kind of song , ahaha :D for your information i am ! So, don't be too surprised or can say freak you out XD i am as normal as others girl around here , or maybe i sucks in fashion, THAT'S ALL & I AM WORKING IT ! :)
Oh yeah , the most wonderful thing is i cannot stop surfing around people's blog about their fashion life style , i mean their lifestyle as well . . not only fashion and the way their dress , ♥ MARVELOUS :D ♥ small problem is there are not much of the things that can find here :( nevermind . . as long i can surf around here :) that will be worth it ! right ? ahaha .. hopefully i will be a bit fashionable , A BIT ! because i cannot imagine i change a lot , it will freak myself out 0.0 seriously . . the thing that haven't change is , i am still -chubby- HAHA !
This is just the fact that it is hard for me to deal with it . . ohh Gosh !

Anyway , the kitty that i like [ actually i was surfing around one of the girl's blog that i like to check on , apparently i surfed her blog/photos and i saw her cat , OMG ! love it :) so i go save it , hope she don't mind :S ]

SERIOUSLY , I LOVE PET :D

aint it adorable ? aww~

well , one small problem is , my house is a mess alright , do you ever been to jungle ? or watched the tarzan , maybe like his house ? i was just joking . . i am a girl but i live like a guy ? ahaha ! funny right . . yes i am :)
REALLY , hopefully i can get a cat like this :D yeah i think when i own a house for my own ? maybe .. nobody knows anyway , so , let's wait and see how future will go ~

-the brain of mine still in process that what to "say and type next" -

Anyway ! i wonder how everyone TEN-TEN-TEN DID you all celebrate :)

a piece of crap

I'm not meant to be rude here because its really kinda pissed me off with something , there's a lady here working at somewhere that with the red uniform [well, guess what would that be] haha ! [tell me if you know or you wanna know :) ] the truth is her face was kinda crap face without a smile, even when she talked , more crap than usual . . don't mention about customer service , well , it sucks ! The funny thing was my friend said , bukanlah cantik itu make up pun macam hantu ni , YEAH THAT'S GOOD ONE ! seriously , if that lady don't like to do , so better quit man , you are such a bitch that spoiling the image of a good transportation of flying here . . ass face like yours and craps thing that you treated us , you are such a CRAP ! oh well , some people are like that ? maybe because we are student , maybe some random people may think us like fooling around your beloved time , and bothering you some more ?! Huh ! you must be dreaming.. how i wish i buy a expired pie to smack to your ass face :D AND I KNOW I AM BEING RUDE HERE AHA !
oh well , if ass face like you , better know this , if you have any moody problem, it is your problem , so dont show the crap face to us , you better wait till someone really yell at you FOR GOOD MAN ! some people . . They don't really get it , do they ? oh well . . God bless her and bless me for yelling here and there

A Girl wants

Recently i want a kitty or cat so badly :( hmm . . now waiting a new born baby kitty from my course-mate name Amanda :D ! Hardly wait man ! patience come success ! Aww . . For now i need to think of budget , YES MONEY ! my goodness . . the funny thing is when i heard a cat just a meow at me , OMG ! it melt my heart LOL ! i mean few times meow not those keep on meow here and there , thats call annoying XD


wait the time to come :)

Sabah , Borneo as known as LAND BELOW THE WIND .

Last month , i keep on hearing this guy name from my friend Sheena and another friend Glariel[hopefully i spelled her name correctly ?] The newspaper or facebook that network around the internet , there's a guy name what luca lucas ? Don't really know who is he but he has no right to say something bad , pity the teachers or who else that had a "student" that so rude manners , well , although you apologized on the newspaper , i still want to say you know what you did and hopefully will not repeat twice because if you do , you just humiliate yourself and yes our country too ? well , only say once . . will not repeat twice == Really hope you did learn your manners and of course lesson !

Anyway , i was wondering around facebook last few days before my internet went DEAD :x
i managed to read an article from someone else profile , gonna share here ! :) cause it is way better than some annoying human insult sabahan !

i have my own limit

Seriously , i really have my own limit . . My goodness , please man . .
I'm not those "good girl" type that listen to what you said those every words == craps man.. it FREAKS ME A LOT OR CAN SAY ANNOYED ME A LOT TOO ! please man , just because of " you are not my dad" then i had already hurt your feeling 0.o okay , this world are open wided dude , so , calm and dont need to be so surprised , just because of the sentences 0.o then you stopped texting , haha punya main obvious ~ even the facebook, blocked me ~.~ childish ? CAN i describe that word ?